*secretly having a mental breakdown because nothing is going right and all motivation is lost* :)
If the main source of your happiness becomes the sole source of your stress, then something needs to fucking change.
I understand what you’re saying, and your comments are valuable, but I’m gonna ignore your advice.
I am hard on myself. But isn’t it better to be honest about these things before someone else can use them against you? Before someone else can break your heart? Isn’t it better to break it yourself?